asslam o alaikum 2 alll my sweet tm familyyy aj man yahan ap sb se dukh bari dastan apne dil ki baat share krne ja rahi hon ........ meri zindgai ka sb se bura din jb meri mama mujh se juda huinn.......... mere papa ne 2 marrigae ki vi thi pehle kisi or se un k koi child nhi tha tto phr meri mama se marriage ki but jb man 8 class man thi to pata nhi mama papa k darmian kia larai hui then phr papa ne meri mama ko devos de di or us din man apni phoppo k gai vi thi or jb ghar aai or ye sb dekha to mere ansu na ruke ankhon see or us din se le kar aj tak meri qismat man sirf ansuon or dukhon k siva kuch nhi ha bs ab mera aik hi aim ha k main apni mama k lie boht kuch kron means job kron or mama ki har khuwahishat ko pura kr sakon but pata nhi wo din kb aae ga 7 years ho chuken han or man abhi tak is qabil na ho saki k mama ki kisi bhi wish ko pura kr sakon man hon hi bad nasseb mere naseeb k sath meri mama ka bhi naseeb kharab ho gaya .. man parson se boht hi zada tention man hon isi waja se aj man ne ap se apni batein share ki wrna man kabhi na krti man ne ap sb ko as family samjha ha close .meri papa ki pehli wife jin ko man amma kehti hn un ka 1 month pehle bike se accident ho gaya tha to un k leg man rad dali ha nd ghr ki sari zimmedari mujh par aa gai han or koi bhi help krne wala nhi mama mujh se door han isi waja se chirchiri ho gai honnnn har hafte milne jati hon man apni mama se lekinnn pal palll taraptiiiiii hon kisi judai kia hoti ha ye jis par guzarti ha sirf wohi janta ha or judai wo bhi aesi hasti ki jis k kadmon tale jannat ha 
saturday ko yani 2 days pehle papa ne mujhe boht mara wp is waja se k kitchen man brtan pare ve thay man ne socha raat man dho lon gi but papa kitchen man gae or khud brtan dhone lage thoti der man aa k mujhe boht mara kaha tmhe sharam nhi aa ri tmhara baap brtan dho ra ha but man ne to un se nhi kaha tha dhone koo bole pehle ghr k sare kaam kro phr prhaiiiiiiiiiiii ............ mujhe malom ha ghr k kaam krna larkion k lie accha ha is man koi buraiiii nhiiiiiiiiiii butttttttttt mujhe sirf aik hi baat rulatiii ha k meri mama ko q nikala isi waja se mera bilkul dil nhi krta ha k man papa ya un ki wife k lie koi bhi kaam kron but majboran krna par raha ha q k man mohtaj hon............meri to boht dil krta ha k man apni mama k pass rahon but aj kal koi kisi ko afford nhi krta mama meri nani or aik mamo k sath rehtiii han..... sirf papa k aik word ne meri puri zindagi kharab kr di ha ..... or papa ko aj tak mamlom hi nhi ho saka k bacchon ko kese deal krna ha hath uthane se baat khatm nhii ho jatii bs ab man boht buri banna chahti hn smokinggg jis ko man boht bura smjhti thi wo man ne strt kr diiii gutka ets ye sb man ne khub khai kalll man srf apna nuqsan krna chhati hn man srf aesa kuch khaon jis se mujhe nuqsan honnnn ..man sirf apni mama k lie jee rahi hon qq k wo mujh se bohtttttttttttt zada pyar krti ha pehle man har baat apni mama se share krti thi but 3 weaks pehleee unho ne merii batein apne dil par itna havi kr li thi k un ko first time high blood pressure ho gaya tha or doctr ne kaha tha k agar ap ko ane man thori der ho jati to in k dimag ki rag phat jati.. isi lie man apni mama ko kuch nhi btatiiii........ bs ab man ne bura banne ka soch lia ha ... pehle man namaz prhti thi but ab bilkul nhiiiiiiiiiiii prhti na dua mangti hon na kuchhh i m veryyyyyyyyy badd girllll........ mere bhai ne mujh se kaha tha aapi man ghr k kaam man tmhari help kronn ga but jb wawt aaya to bola mujh se kuch na bolnaaaaa mujhe galian dene laga ........... larkon agar ALLAH ha zada strenght or power di ha to is ka mtlb ha k wo girlll pr ghalat istemal karenn ge papa ka bhi jb dil chhati ha mujh pe hath utha lete han jb bhai ka dil chahti ha wo mujh pe hath uthata ha.. yehi zindagi ha kia merii or man kuch nhi kr sakti q man afsos man larki hon mujhe apne larki hone pe afsos hota ha boht afsosssssssssssss mera harrrrrrr din boht dukhi guzarta ha bohttttttttttttt........ pehle man stories prhti thi k wo larki ghr se bhag gai us larkey ne aesa kiaaa man un ko boht bura bhala kehti thi but ab smjh aaya un ka koi qosoor nhiiii hota ye sara qosssorrrr apnooo ka hota ha wohe qooosoor war hoteyyyyy han........... aj man ne dil khol har apni baaten ap sb se keh dalinnnnn bs ap sb se aik hi request ha k meri lieee pray kijiye ga k man ne apni mama k lie jo dreams sajaen han wo pure ho jaennnnn man dua mangti nhi hon shayad ap ki dua se kuch ho jaeeeeeee....... har sundayyyyyyy ka din mere lia boht khas hota ha q k man mama se milneeee jatiii hon us aik din man mujhe woooo puri duniya milllllll jatiiii ha maa k ilawa koi apna nhiii hota bs srf maa k hasti aesi ha joooo apni hoti ha man apnii mama se bohtttttt pyar krti hn ..... ab papa mere lie kuch bhi kr len lekin mere dil se un k lie jaga khatm ho gaiiiii jo pyar man pehle un se krti thi ab nhi krtiiiiiiiiiiiiiii ............ ;'( :'( bohtttttttttt bad life ha meriii kuch aacha nhi lagta judaiiiiiiiiiiiii boht buriiiiiiiiiii haaaaaaaaaaa maa tere jesa koi nhi ha ap sb to jante han na maaa k pyar kia hota haa bs roz roti hon sachtii mama ghr man hotiii to mna is time ye farmaish krttiii and sooooo sooooory agar mera kuch bhi kehna kisi ko bura laga hoooooo
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saturday ko yani 2 days pehle papa ne mujhe boht mara wp is waja se k kitchen man brtan pare ve thay man ne socha raat man dho lon gi but papa kitchen man gae or khud brtan dhone lage thoti der man aa k mujhe boht mara kaha tmhe sharam nhi aa ri tmhara baap brtan dho ra ha but man ne to un se nhi kaha tha dhone koo bole pehle ghr k sare kaam kro phr prhaiiiiiiiiiiii ............ mujhe malom ha ghr k kaam krna larkion k lie accha ha is man koi buraiiii nhiiiiiiiiiii butttttttttt mujhe sirf aik hi baat rulatiii ha k meri mama ko q nikala isi waja se mera bilkul dil nhi krta ha k man papa ya un ki wife k lie koi bhi kaam kron but majboran krna par raha ha q k man mohtaj hon............meri to boht dil krta ha k man apni mama k pass rahon but aj kal koi kisi ko afford nhi krta mama meri nani or aik mamo k sath rehtiii han..... sirf papa k aik word ne meri puri zindagi kharab kr di ha ..... or papa ko aj tak mamlom hi nhi ho saka k bacchon ko kese deal krna ha hath uthane se baat khatm nhii ho jatii bs ab man boht buri banna chahti hn smokinggg jis ko man boht bura smjhti thi wo man ne strt kr diiii gutka ets ye sb man ne khub khai kalll man srf apna nuqsan krna chhati hn man srf aesa kuch khaon jis se mujhe nuqsan honnnn ..man sirf apni mama k lie jee rahi hon qq k wo mujh se bohtttttttttttt zada pyar krti ha pehle man har baat apni mama se share krti thi but 3 weaks pehleee unho ne merii batein apne dil par itna havi kr li thi k un ko first time high blood pressure ho gaya tha or doctr ne kaha tha k agar ap ko ane man thori der ho jati to in k dimag ki rag phat jati.. isi lie man apni mama ko kuch nhi btatiiii........ bs ab man ne bura banne ka soch lia ha ... pehle man namaz prhti thi but ab bilkul nhiiiiiiiiiiii prhti na dua mangti hon na kuchhh i m veryyyyyyyyy badd girllll........ mere bhai ne mujh se kaha tha aapi man ghr k kaam man tmhari help kronn ga but jb wawt aaya to bola mujh se kuch na bolnaaaaa mujhe galian dene laga ........... larkon agar ALLAH ha zada strenght or power di ha to is ka mtlb ha k wo girlll pr ghalat istemal karenn ge papa ka bhi jb dil chhati ha mujh pe hath utha lete han jb bhai ka dil chahti ha wo mujh pe hath uthata ha.. yehi zindagi ha kia merii or man kuch nhi kr sakti q man afsos man larki hon mujhe apne larki hone pe afsos hota ha boht afsosssssssssssss mera harrrrrrr din boht dukhi guzarta ha bohttttttttttttt........ pehle man stories prhti thi k wo larki ghr se bhag gai us larkey ne aesa kiaaa man un ko boht bura bhala kehti thi but ab smjh aaya un ka koi qosoor nhiiii hota ye sara qosssorrrr apnooo ka hota ha wohe qooosoor war hoteyyyyy han........... aj man ne dil khol har apni baaten ap sb se keh dalinnnnn bs ap sb se aik hi request ha k meri lieee pray kijiye ga k man ne apni mama k lie jo dreams sajaen han wo pure ho jaennnnn man dua mangti nhi hon shayad ap ki dua se kuch ho jaeeeeeee....... har sundayyyyyyy ka din mere lia boht khas hota ha q k man mama se milneeee jatiii hon us aik din man mujhe woooo puri duniya milllllll jatiiii ha maa k ilawa koi apna nhiii hota bs srf maa k hasti aesi ha joooo apni hoti ha man apnii mama se bohtttttt pyar krti hn ..... ab papa mere lie kuch bhi kr len lekin mere dil se un k lie jaga khatm ho gaiiiii jo pyar man pehle un se krti thi ab nhi krtiiiiiiiiiiiiiii ............ ;'( :'( bohtttttttttt bad life ha meriii kuch aacha nhi lagta judaiiiiiiiiiiiii boht buriiiiiiiiiii haaaaaaaaaaa maa tere jesa koi nhi ha ap sb to jante han na maaa k pyar kia hota haa bs roz roti hon sachtii mama ghr man hotiii to mna is time ye farmaish krttiii and sooooo sooooory agar mera kuch bhi kehna kisi ko bura laga hooooooK DIL K TOOTNE PAR KIS QADAR TAKLEEF HOTI HA.
KABHI BICHREY NA APNO SE USEY MALOM KIA HO GA,
K APNO SE BICHAR KAR KIS QADAR TAKLEEF HOTI HA.
TUMHAR PAS HAN KHUSHIAN TUMHE MALOM KIA HO GA,
K HAR PAL GHAM MAN JI KAR KIS QADAR TAKLEEF HOTI HA.
AJAB SA HAAL HA APNA NA JATEY HAN NA MARTEY HAN,
YE HUM HI JANTE HAN KIS QADAR TAKLEEF HOTI HA.
SITAM TOOTA NA HO JIS PAR USEY MALOM KIA HO GA,
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charon janib dhoom machi ha dil man hi verani ha...
is duniya ki mehfil man kis kis ka chehra dekhon,
mere lie to is mehfil man har soorat anjani ha.
to hi na pehchana mujh ko duniya ki kia baat kron,
duniya mujh ko kia apnati duniya to begani ha..
