I lost my Fiance 4 years ago on October 22, in a car accidental. It's just so unbelievable. We were together for 3 years. She was so young, she had her whole life to live, she was only 20. I was talking to her an hour before the accident & it's just unbelievable. she was supposed to be my forever. she killed me when she left. I'm just in such deep depression, so lost I'm just helpless without her.. I wish I was dead to just to be with her, people say to " keep your head up" or "it's going to be okay" but in reality we can not keep our head up losing someone so close "okay " doesn't even seem like an option anymore.. It's just hard to take a heavy lost like this..
I want share a poem for my lost love :
I stand alone on the sandy beach
my tears flowing into the sea
because I know you're out of reach
and no longer here with me
You looked so cute laying there
In eternal sleep forever
The pain I hide is too much to bare
I want us to be together
But I am needed on this lonely land
for a little longer at least
to help and guide the people I love
giving them reassurance and peace
so I'll be on the shoreline here
to cry more tears over you
On your birthday every year
to celebrate our love so true
Until it's time to meet once more
to hold and love one another
as we did all those years ago
when I was your friend and lover.
I want share a poem for my lost love :
I stand alone on the sandy beach
my tears flowing into the sea
because I know you're out of reach
and no longer here with me
You looked so cute laying there
In eternal sleep forever
The pain I hide is too much to bare
I want us to be together
But I am needed on this lonely land
for a little longer at least
to help and guide the people I love
giving them reassurance and peace
so I'll be on the shoreline here
to cry more tears over you
On your birthday every year
to celebrate our love so true
Until it's time to meet once more
to hold and love one another
as we did all those years ago
when I was your friend and lover.