meri suchi muhabbat .....

[Atif-adi]

hi guys...
aj meri birthday per jahan me bht khush hun uper se...
ander se mujhe ye ghum tarpa raha hai...
ye ghum ab bardasht k bahar hai...is liyee ap logun se apne dil ki bat share kerne me agaya...
kehte hain ghum share kerne se kam hota hai...aj me akela hun to me ap sab se mera ghum or
meri sachi muhabbat
ki kahani share kerne ja raha hun...
is se pehle kai members ne mujhse TM per pocha per me humesha ek alag dhung se use batate raha...kisi ko suchi kahani nai sunai...
aj ap logun se apna ghum batne ja raha hun,
aj 15 may 2010 hai
meri birthday
aj
meri ex ne
mujhe sms kiye hain
birthday wish ki
or ek bar phir
waqt mujhe usi mod per le aya
jis se me bhag raha tah...

sare wo beete lamhat ankhun me ubher ae...
wo kuch golden days of my life...
to aj
ap logun se wohi share kerta hun...

me pakistan me karachi k area gulistan-e-joher me rehta hun
noman grand city appartement me...
humara flat top per hai
to chat bhi humare under hi hai,
un dino me apne music ko le ker bht crazy rehta tha,
me apne friends se ghira rehta tha,
jin me mere band members bhi they,

sonia (is not her real name)
humare samne wale flat me kiraedar ban ker ai thi,
she was with her family,
wo log pehle bhi kahin kareeb hi rehte the,
but mene kabhi dekha nahi tha,
na janta tha un logun ko,

ye bat takreeban 2 saal or kuch mahino pehle ki hai
wo log shift hogae the humare samne wale flat me
jis ki window mere room ki window k thek samne hai,
n humare chat me sirf ek metre ka hi gap hai,

mujhe nahi pata tha koi new kiraedar ae hain samne wale flat me,
cuz i was interested in my music n my self,
( jesa me ab bhi hun )
mujhe nahi pata hota k mere area me kya hua,
cuz me kisi ki life mujhe ki life me interfere kerna pasand nahi,

me humesha ki tarha apne room me tez n loud awaz per music laga ker practice ker raha tha,
or singing ker rha tha,
meri window humesha khuli rehti thi samne wali,
gate gate meri nazar ek girl per pari,
jo us window se mujhe dekh rahi thi,
halki si simle, hath bandi hui,
baal khule or lambe,
ankhein nari bari,
rung fair,
kad,
normal,
ek aam si larki thi,
nothing special,
(she was sonia)
to mene wese hi usey ignore ker k,
apni practice jari rakhi,
then kafi time bad jab mene phir se ja ker window me dekha to wo ja chuki th...

then raat me,
me apne,
room me sofey per leta songs sun raha tha,
to achanak window ki taraf dekha to sonia phir se khari thi,

mene dil hi me socha...kya is larki ko or koi kam nai hai,
then me dosri girls se mobile per chat kerne laga,
jab chat khatam hui to mene phir se dekha to sonia nai dikhi,
me uth ker window k pas gaya to dehka,
sonia apni bhatiji k sath khel rahi thi or dance ker rahi thi,
she was looking realy sweet,
mujhe hansi bhi a rai thi
but pata nai kya tha us lamhe me,
k me bas usey dekhta hi raha,

mere pas kaafi girls k number they,
cuz meri uni me koi esi larki nai thi,
jis se meri bat na ho,
mene bht si khobsurat larkia dekhi thin,
un me se kuch ne mujhe purpose bhi kia tha,
but un dino me,
cuz of my concerts on uni,
mujhe bht si larkia like kerti thi,
but me sirf music me hi dihan deta tha,
or girls se sirf bat hi kerta tha,

yw love wagera per belive nahi kerta tha,
but me larkio ko bht achi tarha janta tha,
or kudrati hi me sab ka dil bhi bht asani se jeet leta tha,

bar hal
na sonia bht khobsurat thi,
na hi koi esi bat thi,
but kuhc ajeeb si kashish thi,
jo mujhe us ki or khench rahi thi,

then us ne mujhe dekha to window per perda kerlia,
mene kaha ise kya hua?
then thori der bad halka sa perda hata ker mujhe dekh rai thi,
or jese hi dekha k me bhi usey dkeh hi raha hun,
to furun phir chup gai,

muje laga k wo mujhe ghalat na smajh rahi ho
to me wapis aya or apne sofey per leta sogaya,

kuch dino tak ese hi chalta raha,
mere dosto me bhi pata chala to sab kehne lage k yaar tere ghar k samne larki ai hai us ka number to le ker de de,
tujeh to de bhi degi,
me un sab ki batun per hasta,
but us ka ziker hote hi,
na jane me kyun kuch keh nai pata,
or hans ker sab ki bat taal deta,

phir ek din hum dostun me ese hi bat hi bat me shart lag gai,
k u sonia se bat ker k dikhao...
or me chalenges se kabhi piche nahi hat ta
to udher mene sab k samne apne style me kaha,
"adi ek hafta kya 4 din me us ka number le lega"

then mene us din se jab bhi wo muskura ker dekhti,
to me bhi wese hi dekhta,

wo khush hojati,
kabhi mujhe wo teddy dikhati,
kabhi rose,

mujhe pata tha k mujhe zada mehnat nahi kerni,
then ek din mene windo me us se kaha mujhe ap se bat kerni hai,chat pe ao,
us ne kaha me nai asakti bhai hai,
mene kah ame intezar ker rah hun,
ajnana,

then me gaya chat per,
to 5 min bad wo bhi apne chat per ai,
then us ne kaha kya bat hai,
mene kaha ap se dosti kerna chata hun,
to us ne kaha nahi me koi scene nai banana chati,
me number nahi dungi,
mujhe pata tha she likes me bas ese hi nakhre dikha rahi hai,
as all girls,

mene kaha jab tak ap nahi dengi number me niche nahi jaonga,
or yaha thand me hi khara rahunga,
or yaha machar bhi bht kaat rahe hain,

us ne kaha to khare raho...
then wo chali gai,
mene apna mobile nikala n dosri larki se chat shuru kerdi,
us ne 10 min bad niche wali window se dekha k me abhi tak uper hi hun,
then wo phir uper ai,
or kaha kya hai?

mene kaha ap ka number kya hai?
wo hasne lagi or kaha tum nai manoge,
mene kaha me bht zidi bhi hun,
phir us ne apna number dia,
n kaha k ab niche jao werna flu hojaega,

mene kaha ok,
or then us raat humne mobile per bht chat ki,
mene dostun ko bhi dosre din bata dia k mere pas us ka number hai,
n un se treat li.
per jab dostun ne kaha k chat perao kya hui,
to mene mana ker dia,

or ek dost ne chine ki koshish ki cell to me unse naraz hogaya,
ye pehla change tha mujhme
jo mene kabhi us waqt mehsus nai kia tha,
then humari bat hone lagi,
me sonia se pora din pori raat chat kerta rehta,

wo mujhe subah suabah pyar se utha deti,
miss cal ker ker ke
or hum raat bher tak chating kerte,

me gher me hi zada rehne laga,
or koi bhi moka nahi gawata sonia ko dekhne ka,

meri mama
samjh ne lagi thin,
unhun ne kaha ek din mujhe bula ker,
k soni kyun khari thi window per,
or tum usey kyu dkeh rahe they,
or mene hans ker tal dia k esi koi bat nahi mom,
mama ne kaha k dkeho beta,
wo log ache nahi hain,
mujhe pata chala hai,
tum un se duur raho,
jab bhi wo ae tum window band ker lia karo,

me us waqt un se kuch nai kaha
per un ki bat per bhi amal nai kia...
or humara pyar berta raha,

ek din mere ek dost ko pata chala,
k me serious ho gaya hun sonia se,
to us ne kaha,
adi wo larki thek nai,
mene use dosre larkon k sath ghumte hue dekha hai,
agey mat berh,
tujhe 1000 esi larkia miljaengi,
is k piche apni zindagi barbad mat ker,
per jese hi koi us ki burai kerta,
mere khoon khol ut ta,
me us se bat band kerdeta,
isi tarha apne bachpan k dost se bhi bat band kerdi,
sonia ne mujhe sab se alag kerdia,

wo kehti mujhe k apne dosto ko chordo,
mene chordiye,
muhale wale sab se mun pher lia mene,
jab k sab mujhe samjha te rahe bht,

ek din meri mom ko hakikat me pata chal gaya,
wo gusse me jane lagi un k gher,
tab mene apni kasam de ker unhe rok dia,
mama ne kaha k me kabhi nahi manogi,
mene kaha den me court marriage karunga,
meri mama ne kaha thek hai,
jo chahe karo,
or wo naraz ho ker chale gai pane room me,

me kisi bhi haal me sonia ko chorna nai chahta tha,
i was so deeply in
love with her,
k me apne gher walun k khilaf bhi jane k liye tayyar tha,
me yehi sochta tha k bad me sab man jaenge,
or sonia bhi yehi kehti k bad me sab man jaenge...


wo din tha mere bhai ki mangni ka,
us din sab khush they,
me bhi,
to
us din me jab tayyar ho raha tha,
mera dost aya,
or kehne laga,
k tujhe kuhc dikhana hai,
mujhe bina batae,
wo niche le gaya or apne ek doset se milwaya,

jo mera bhi dost tha...but zada bat nai thi,
then us ne kaha,
k sonia ka number mere pas bhi hai,
wo mujhse bhi bat kerti hai,
mene kaha kya saboot,
us ne apna mobile nikala,
or sonia ka latest u-fone ka number bataya,
mene kaha tumne kahin se lia hoga,
wo tumse bat nai ker sakti,
wo mujhse bht pyar kerti hai,
tab us ne mujhe us k sms parae,
wo perte hi mere perun k niche se zamin nikal gai,
mujhe ghabrahat hone lagi,
us ne kaha ba bhi yakeen nai ata to ye dkeho,
then jab us ne sonia ki photos wo bhi,
esi wahiyat jo me kabhi soch bhi nai sakta tha,
me usi waqt ghutno per gir gay,

mere ankhun me khud hi ansun ane lage
mere dost ne mujeh uthaya or gher per chor ker gay mujhe
or kaha k apne ap ko smbhalo me tujse bad me milta hun,
ye keh ker wo chale gaya,

jab me gher me enter hua,
to sab relatives sab gher me they,
sab khush khush they,
or me esi halat me,
me apna mun chupate hue apne room me gaya,

waha bhi aapi thi meri,
or mere behnoi,

aapi ne pehchan lia aapi ne kaha kya bat hai adi,
kia hua?

me ne rotey hue kaha kuhc nahi hua im fine,
behnui ne jab dekha unhun ne kaha nai kuch bat hai,

ab aapi mujeh mana rai hain pyar ker rahi hain,
k kya bat hai kisi ne kuch kaha kya,
or mere or bhi ansun behne lage,
mene unse hath chura ker washroom me chala gaya,
waha wall se lag ker me bht roya...
me khud ko sabhalna chahta tha,
but it was too dificult,
jitne bhi ansun pochta,
utne hi ansun or bhi atey,
khud ko miror me dkeh dekh ker,
nafrat ho rahi thi khud se,
then sab gate per agae,
washroom k knock kerne lage bhia,aapi,behnoi,
me bahar nikla meri anhkhon me stll ansun the,
phir api ne mujhe peker kaha kya bat hai adi,
mene kuch nai meri tabiyat kharab hai,
kya kehta?
jis muhabbat per khud se bhi zada trust tha,
jis ki waja se mene
apne dost,
apne muhaledar,
apni family,
even apni mom,
jinhe me dunia me sab se zada chahta hun,
un k bhi khilaf ja raha tha,
wo chand pal me hi chin gai,
wo khwab sab bikher gae,
wo sapne sab toot gae,
such mano me to zindagi hi khatam hogai thi,
sab kuch be maksad,

mere behnoi ne sab ko bahar bhaga dia,
then mujse kafi pocha mene nai bataya kuch bhi,
esi behuda wahiyat bat batata bhi to kese batata,
then unhun ne mujhe tayyar kia,
aapi ne or behnoi ne,
mangni k liye,
mee apne bhai ki mangni,
jis pe mene kaha tha,
ke me ye karunga,
wo karunga,
bilkul pheeki per gai,
me even photos me nahi hun mangni ki,
me kuch der waha ruka but per jab dil nai mana to bina kisi ko batae
gher agaya,
gher a k dekha to sonia k sms n miss calls thi,
(cuz mene abhi tak usey nai batya tha)
then mene usey cal ki,
n pocha,
k meri kya ghalti thi,
kyun mere sath ese kehla?
wo shuru me to bht kehne lagi tume koi ghalat fehmi hui,
phir jab mene kaha k mene tumare wahiyat sms or photos bhi dekhi hian,
to wo chup hogai,
then kehne lagi,
k oo to tume pata chal hi gaya hai,
phir us ne ikrar kia k wo mere sath sirf khel rahi thi,
n us k ye last words ne meri dunia hi khtam kerdi thi,
"i just play with u cuz u were cute little toy"
mene ye sun ne k bad bina kuhc kahe cal kat di,
n then gher me dhundne laga knife,
room look tha
to mom k kamre se mene neend ki tablets ka
pora pakcet kha lia,
n then apne room k sare saman torne laga apne hathun se,
mujhse bht bari bari ghalti hogai thi,
mujhe khud se nafrat hogai thi,
achanak mujeh chakar jese feel hua
or ankhun k agey andhera agay
then mujhe kuch yaad nai,
dosre din morning me meri ankh khuli to
i was in hospital,
mere behnoi mujhe thek time per le ae they,
werna shayad aj me yaha nai hota,
wo mera picha kerte hue gher agae they,
to uneh me floor per para mila
mere hath zakhmmi they,
or pas hi neend ki golio ka packet dkehte hi
wo foran mujhe hospital le gae,
dostors ne vomit kerwa k sari tablets nikal di thi,

mene phir hospital me hi sab se maafi mangi,
or merimom wo to itni khafa hogai thin,
k room me bhi nai arahi thin,
bahar hi khare ro rahi thi,
then mene mom ko bula ker maafi mangi,
or wada kia k me ab ap jesa kahogi me wesa hi karunga,

meri mom ne bhai se bat ker k mujhe dubai bhej dia,
unhun ne kaha k yaha rahoge to,
or upset hogey,

ab is bat ko itna arsa hogaya,
me koshish kerta hun k bht khush rahun,
but phir bhi aksar tanhai me...
upset hojata hun...

us ne mujhe sab se china...
then mujhe akela ker k chor dia...
ese sehra me...jahan tanhai ki hi barish hai...

ye meri real kahani shyad hi mene kisi ko batai ho...
sorry mene ap logun ko bht bore kerdia...

ek song...


zindagi bina tere ik saza hogai,
tu mili bhi nahi or juda hogai,

bekhudi me tumhe di sadaein bht,
tumko pane ki mangi duaein bht,
be asar kyun meri her dua hogai,

tu mili hi nahi or juda hogai,
zindagi bina tere ik saza hogai....





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[Pari]

adi u ki story parh k rona agaye.. its really sad...

 

[Prince-Farry]

speechless..

 

[Zakwan]

kiya kahon adi bhai mein aap k gham mein pora shareek hon.

 

[Prince-Farry]

kiya kahon adi bhai mein aap k gham mein pora shareek hon.

ahmed..yeh sentence tum na bola karo to behtar hai...

 

[Zakwan]

ahmed..yeh sentence tum na bola karo to behtar hai...

kion bhai wesay mein tumhara gham bhi samajh sakta hoon.

 

[Prince-Farry]

muje konsa ghum hogia..and ab idhar behas na karo....serious topic hai yeh..

 

[Hans_Mukh]

OK adi reply u later but soon

 

[waqas naseer]

adi itna lamba lecture

 

[RedRose64]

honestly em totally speechless...
dont know ab kia kahon...

 

[Innocent_Fairy]

atif how sad.........

 

[SUBHAANA]

really so sad
Adi ab apne Bday ko to itna upsad na ho na

 

[masoom_se_chahat.]

Thanks ~~~Nice post~~~

 

[unique-style]

nothing to say anything itsh really shad

 

[melody1000]

Adi...honestly jab main pad rahi thi...tho maine socha ki aap ham sab ko ullu bana rahe ho, aur soch rahi thi ki script aisa hai tho picture ka hoga...lekin jab neeche thak padi aur pata chala ki yeh wakaye aap ki sachi kahani hai...tho all that i can say is...no one is worth giving up your life for..I know you would have gone thru a lot of hurt and pain...but learn a lesson from this & move on...you will find someone nice again someone who will be honest & worthy of your love. Beleive in God & good will come your way.cheer up & have a super duper year ahead full of health,wealth & happiness

 

[Lightman]

Well adi i knw Its Ur Personal Matter Or mje is p ziada nhi Bolna Chahye Bt Az Ur Frnd Nd Bro...coz we all r family here On T.M Nd U r a Very Nice Member Of Family ..........
So sab sy pehly Main khaoun ga k jo step ap ny liya tha in past that was totally Wrong coz No Doubt k ap usy realy main bht like krty hu bt kiya ap us sy itni Muhabat krty hain Jitni Apki MoM Ap sy?Jitni Apki sis Nd Bro ko Ap sy?Ofcourse Not.......So apko aisa kuch krny sy pehly un sab ka bary main socha chahye tha? ap us k sath kitna tyme rhy ho 1 year 2 or 3...nt more than dat na,bt kiya ap ny ye socha k apki mom jo ap k sath first day sy hain unko ap sy kitna pyar hy?Well i knw k ap ny aisa past main kiya tha bt m sayn al of this coz aisa krny ka future main kbi sochiye ga b mat.......shayed ap k liye itni importance na ho apni life k bt kabi apni mom sy pochna Un ka reply ho ga k ap unki pori kainat ho.....So In future Aisa kuch krny ka mat sochiye ga....
Nd Nw ye baat k ap wapis fir usi Mor p aa gaye ho to i fnk its na Correct Guzra Waqt kbi wapis nhi ata Nd Everyfing Iz Clear If nt Dn Again read Her Wording ""i just play with u cuz u were cute little toy""..........So Dn Fink k us ny tx kiya to she iz really interested in You...Aur agr wo kahy b tou i fnk k its na posible Or wasiy b adi pyar ka matlab Sirf hasil krna nhi hota No Doubt Ap us ko bht pyar krty ho Bt us ki apni life hy Wo kry ya na kry ap us ko Force ni kr sakty na............Nw this time ap sirf or Sirf hard-work Nd Apna Carier Build krny ki taraf tawajuh dain ND if u found Any Sincere Person Dn js Simply Do merry With Her(bt main to yehi kahoun ga k ye kam b apni mom p hi chor dain) Nd Pyar ya luv wagera apni Life patner sy hi ki jiye ga......Agr ap apni life patner ko itni importance dain gy to believe me apki yehi duniya janat sy kam nhi ho gi......

Nd Well ye meri Personal Feelingz hain nd its Nt Necessary k adi ap ya koi or is sy agree hun Nd Sory in advance k agr koi baat buri lgy.... az Frnd OR Bro mje jo acha lga main ny keh diya.......

Nd M Realy Sory k jin Members ny Sirf yehi kaha k very sad,Speechles bla bla bla tou i fnk k agr adi ny hmien apni family samjh kr hum sy baat share ki to hmien b us ko Family ki tarah ka hi response dena chaye tha.....

 

[Atif-adi]

thanks LM...i tring my best...or mene faisla apni mom per hi chor dia jesa wo better samjhein shadi n stuff ka...
but mera matlab yaha k me "phir usi mod per agaya"...yaha ye tha k mene usey bhola dia tha...but phir wohi dukh wohi sari batein yaad agein...but i dont want her...she played wid me cuz she think i was her toy,but im not...me usey ab apne dil se khelne nahi dunga...im awake...
jo sapna tha wo tot gaya,jis pyar ne andha kia tha.wo sab khatam hogaya hai...
just i feel sad at that moment,or kabhi kabhi dukh hota ho,k mene kya kya socha tah,or kya hua,kitna ediot stupid tha me,i feel lonely to me TM per agaya...apne dil ki bat ker k bojh halka kerne...
but thansk bro...u all r my family...n i need u all...always be wid me...love u all...​

 

[St0rm]

atif mere khyal se ye acha huwa..... aap ko ALLAH ka shukar ada karna chahiye k aap ko waqt se pehle pata chal gaya is se pehle ke aap koi qadam utate.... aap ne kahani me likha ke main os ke liye sab kuch chorne ko tayar tha ....... zara socho k agar aap is larki ke liye apni mom pori family ko chor detey .. or baad main aap ko pata chalta .. to phir aap kiya karte .............

meri agar koi baat aap ko buri lagi ho to main mazrat chahta hoo...... main sirf apni raye aap ko bata raha tha .........

 

[SHB_Bhaiya]

Oh mere Allah is jolly atif ke peeche aik aur dhukhi atif bhi hai Yaar atif I think teen age mein aisi mohabbat sub ko hoti hai koi banta hai koi bigrta hai aur kisi ko luck mar jati hai aur koi zindagi se har jata hai per is dukh ko woh he feel kerta hai jo is se guzra ho aur really tumhari story perh ke mere aankhon mein aansoo aa gae aur yeh baat mein bhi janta hon tum bhi jante ho aur sub jante hai keh sucha pyar bhulaya nahi ja sakta

 

[melody1000]

Adi...i had put this as a thread but maybe its easier for u to read it here...read this and understand ..its for the best...


People come into your life for a reason, a season or a lifetime..

When you know which one it is, you will know what to do for that
person.
When someone is in your life for a REASON, it is usually to meet a need
you have expressed.
They have come to assist you through a difficulty, to provide you with
guidance and support,
To aid you physically, emotionally or spiritually.
They may seem like a godsend and they are.
They are there for the reason you need them to be.
Then, without any wrongdoing on your part or at an inconvenient time,
this person will say or do something to bring the relationship to an
end.
Sometimes they die. Sometimes they walk away.
Sometimes they act up and force you to take a stand.
What we must realize is that our need has been met, our desire
fulfilled, their work is done.
The prayer you sent up has been answered and now it is time to move on

Some people come into your life for a SEASON, because your turn has
come to share, grow or learn.
They bring you an experience of peace or make you laugh.
They may teach you something you have never done.
They usually give you an unbelievable amount of joy.
Believe it, it is real. But only for a season

LIFETIME relationships teach you lifetime lessons,
things you must build upon in order to have a solid emotional
foundation.
Your job is to accept the lesson,
love the person and put what you have learned to use in all other
relationships and areas of your life.
It is said that love is blind but friendship is clairvoyant.