Us subah jab Neeraj ne aankhen kholi toh sabse pehli cheez jo uske haath mein aayi vo uska mobile phone tha. Usne ek nazar apni side mein so rahi apni biwi par daali aur bed se uthkar khidki par khada ho gaya.
"Well?" Usne cell mein ek message type kiya aur Ishita ko bhej diya
1 minute baad hi Ishsita ka jawab aa gaya.
"The pills didnt work. I am still pregnant"
Neeraj ka dil beth gaya.
"Are you sure?" Usne phir message bheja
"Of course i am sure" Inshita ka jawab aaya "I am still pregnant"
Neeraj ko jaise khade khade chakkar aane lage. Vo vahin side mein rakhi kursi par sahara lekar beth gaya. Uski saari duniya jaisi is baat par tiki hui thi ke vo goliyaan kaam kar jaayengi par aisa hua nahi tha aur ab usko samajh nahi aa raha tha ke kya kare.
Neeraj shehar ke sabse bade college mein lecturer tha. Umar 40 saal, kad 6 foot, rang gora, built athletic. Uske paas vo sab kuchh tha jo ek insaan ko apni zindagi mein chahiye ho sakta tha. Ek achhi naukri, ek sundar biwi, ek 5 saal ki beti, ghar, gaadi, paisa sab kuchh. Vo apni biwi se bahut pyaar karta tha jisse ki usne 10 saal ke affair ke baad love marriage ki thi. Vo aur uski biwi Neha ek hi school mein padhte the aur saath saath aate jaate the. Vahin dono ki bachpan ki dosti pyaar mein badli, pyaar 10 saal tak parwan chadha aur phir dono ne shaadi kar li.
Neeraj ki poori zindagi mein Neha ki siwa aur koi doosri ladki nahi aayi thi aur na hi Neeraj ko kisi aur ladki ki zaroorat padi. Neha ek bahut khoobsurat aurat thi. Vo sab kuchh thi jo ek mard ko apni biwi mein chahiye ho sakta hai. Din mein ghar mein ek khyaal rakhne wali maan, baat karne liye ek bahut achhi dost aur raat ko bistar par ek aurat. Yahi toh chahta hai har mard ke aurat se aur ye sab kuchh Neeraj ko Neha se haasil ho raha tha. Vo uski life mein pehli ladki thi aur aakhri bhi, aisa Neeraj ne maan liya tha.
Aur phir uski poori life ko uthpal puthal karne ke liye aayi Ishita. Vo 1st year ki student thi aur college ka shayad hi koi ladka hoga jo uske pichhe nahi tha. Par vo aakar giri Neeraj ki jholi mein, kaise ye use khud ko kabhi samajh nahi aaya.
Aisa nahi tha ke vo is laayak nahi tha, par vo khud kaise Ishita ke chakkar mein pad gaya, vo khud bhi nahi janta tha.
Jab Ishita ne uski taraf apna interest dikhaya toh ye Neeraj ke liye koi nayi baat nahi tha. Vo shakal soorat se ek bahut handsome aadmi tha aur aksar uski kayi students usko pasand karti thi. Kuchh uske pyaar mein pad jaati thi, kuchh bas uske saath ghoomna chahti thi kyunki vo bahut handsome aadmi tha aur kuchh uske saath sirf exam mein achhe numbers haasil karne ke liye sona chahti thi. Par in sabko Neeraj ne kabhi koi lift nahi di.
Aur Ishita ke aane ke baad sab badal gaya. Vo shehar ke ek bahut bade ameer baap ki aulad thi par uske haav bhaav se aisa bilkul nahi lagta tha. Vo ek sidhi saadi si, khamosh si rehne wali ladki thi. Na zyada kisi se baat karti thi, na zyada kisi ke munh lagti thi.
Vo din Neeraj ko aaj bhi achhi tarah se yaad tha jab uske aur Ishita ke rishte ki shurat hui thi. College khatam ho chuka tha aur sirf kuchh professors hi apne offices mein bach gaye the. Neeraj bhi apne office mein betha kaam nipta raha tha ke darwaza khula aur Ishita andar aa gayi. Uske haathon mein ek gulaab ka phool tha jo vo apne pyaar ka izhaar karte hue Neeraj ko dena chahti thi.
Aur uske baad agle 2 ghante tak Neeraj usko yahi samjhata raha ke aisa nahi ho sakta aur ke vo shaadi shuda hai. Us waqt toh Ishita samjh kar vahan se chali gayi par us incodent ne jaane aisa kya kiya ke phir Neeraj khud uski taraf jhukta chala gaya. Vo khud Ishita ko apna interest dikhane laga, khud dheere dheere uske kareeb aaya aur ek din ek nazuk lamhe mein usne use poori tarah haasil kar liya.
"Well?" Usne cell mein ek message type kiya aur Ishita ko bhej diya
1 minute baad hi Ishsita ka jawab aa gaya.
"The pills didnt work. I am still pregnant"
Neeraj ka dil beth gaya.
"Are you sure?" Usne phir message bheja
"Of course i am sure" Inshita ka jawab aaya "I am still pregnant"
Neeraj ko jaise khade khade chakkar aane lage. Vo vahin side mein rakhi kursi par sahara lekar beth gaya. Uski saari duniya jaisi is baat par tiki hui thi ke vo goliyaan kaam kar jaayengi par aisa hua nahi tha aur ab usko samajh nahi aa raha tha ke kya kare.
Neeraj shehar ke sabse bade college mein lecturer tha. Umar 40 saal, kad 6 foot, rang gora, built athletic. Uske paas vo sab kuchh tha jo ek insaan ko apni zindagi mein chahiye ho sakta tha. Ek achhi naukri, ek sundar biwi, ek 5 saal ki beti, ghar, gaadi, paisa sab kuchh. Vo apni biwi se bahut pyaar karta tha jisse ki usne 10 saal ke affair ke baad love marriage ki thi. Vo aur uski biwi Neha ek hi school mein padhte the aur saath saath aate jaate the. Vahin dono ki bachpan ki dosti pyaar mein badli, pyaar 10 saal tak parwan chadha aur phir dono ne shaadi kar li.
Neeraj ki poori zindagi mein Neha ki siwa aur koi doosri ladki nahi aayi thi aur na hi Neeraj ko kisi aur ladki ki zaroorat padi. Neha ek bahut khoobsurat aurat thi. Vo sab kuchh thi jo ek mard ko apni biwi mein chahiye ho sakta hai. Din mein ghar mein ek khyaal rakhne wali maan, baat karne liye ek bahut achhi dost aur raat ko bistar par ek aurat. Yahi toh chahta hai har mard ke aurat se aur ye sab kuchh Neeraj ko Neha se haasil ho raha tha. Vo uski life mein pehli ladki thi aur aakhri bhi, aisa Neeraj ne maan liya tha.
Aur phir uski poori life ko uthpal puthal karne ke liye aayi Ishita. Vo 1st year ki student thi aur college ka shayad hi koi ladka hoga jo uske pichhe nahi tha. Par vo aakar giri Neeraj ki jholi mein, kaise ye use khud ko kabhi samajh nahi aaya.
Aisa nahi tha ke vo is laayak nahi tha, par vo khud kaise Ishita ke chakkar mein pad gaya, vo khud bhi nahi janta tha.
Jab Ishita ne uski taraf apna interest dikhaya toh ye Neeraj ke liye koi nayi baat nahi tha. Vo shakal soorat se ek bahut handsome aadmi tha aur aksar uski kayi students usko pasand karti thi. Kuchh uske pyaar mein pad jaati thi, kuchh bas uske saath ghoomna chahti thi kyunki vo bahut handsome aadmi tha aur kuchh uske saath sirf exam mein achhe numbers haasil karne ke liye sona chahti thi. Par in sabko Neeraj ne kabhi koi lift nahi di.
Aur Ishita ke aane ke baad sab badal gaya. Vo shehar ke ek bahut bade ameer baap ki aulad thi par uske haav bhaav se aisa bilkul nahi lagta tha. Vo ek sidhi saadi si, khamosh si rehne wali ladki thi. Na zyada kisi se baat karti thi, na zyada kisi ke munh lagti thi.
Vo din Neeraj ko aaj bhi achhi tarah se yaad tha jab uske aur Ishita ke rishte ki shurat hui thi. College khatam ho chuka tha aur sirf kuchh professors hi apne offices mein bach gaye the. Neeraj bhi apne office mein betha kaam nipta raha tha ke darwaza khula aur Ishita andar aa gayi. Uske haathon mein ek gulaab ka phool tha jo vo apne pyaar ka izhaar karte hue Neeraj ko dena chahti thi.
Aur uske baad agle 2 ghante tak Neeraj usko yahi samjhata raha ke aisa nahi ho sakta aur ke vo shaadi shuda hai. Us waqt toh Ishita samjh kar vahan se chali gayi par us incodent ne jaane aisa kya kiya ke phir Neeraj khud uski taraf jhukta chala gaya. Vo khud Ishita ko apna interest dikhane laga, khud dheere dheere uske kareeb aaya aur ek din ek nazuk lamhe mein usne use poori tarah haasil kar liya.